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my feet ache soooo bad
so much has happened
i joined a gym yesterday...never thought i'd be saying that...its nice though, to get up early and be awake longer... : )
michaels is fricking killing me smalls
i got a job at blockbuster soon, training on saturday
interview tomorrow (full time!) at Nordstrom Rack
im starting to think that even if the nordstrom thing doesnt work out, and blockbuster does,....
but who would hire me now?
eh
hopefully once i start at blockbuster (all null if i get other job) ill only be working at michaels mornings
no more night shift shit
i frickin hate it
go-backs is a curse word forever
growing my hair out
its worn up everyday until i can get it a good length for a haircut
thatll be awhile i think
i like it for now, though, its easy
am having an allergic reaction to something RASH for like 2 weeks now
it blows like a whales hole
may have to go to an allergist
things with King are still good
it was rough for a little bit, but were figuring things out
the 2nd is our six month anniversary!!!
im excited
i want to do something silly, like go to the coca cola plant
: )
we'll see
ahhh...hope i can get 2 other roomates soon
im freakin out
itll work out
this is like week two of no anti-depressants
its weird, very weird...but King is helping me stay in control
the gym helps...so hes paying for my membership
ay yi yi
watched the house for a week for my parents while they went on a cruise
it was crazy
im glad theyre coming back
i dont like being head of the house with 3 dogs...
waking up at 6 o clock to let them out
yikes
that got old very quick
other than that. not much else to say.
startin accounting soon, am worried about that, but im sure it will all be fine
i can handle it
definately....
: )
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[13 Apr 2005|04:46pm] |
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i did that name, birthplace, yadda yadda thingie:
( Fancy Pictures )
hope you enjoyed it!!!
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[10 Apr 2005|06:20pm] |
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it has literally been forever since i have last made an update
yowza
anyway
ive just been keeping on with school
making out with King ; )
playing with the puppies at home
and trying to find my way in some ways, and not others
trying to grow out my hair
slow process, and its annoying length...blargh!!!
its been different shades of red for awhile now, so i am dying it brown sometime soon
poor hair
today i layed out in the beautiful sun
thought i had a nice light tan
turned into a scary scary sunburn....
put behind a cut for its scariness
just kidding....i cant even show them here...too yucky
i did take pictures though
anyway
everything else is going pretty well
with a minor blah here and there
but, this semester is almost done
and for that, i am very very happy
cross your fingers that everything worked out for my summer class!
love ya!
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| youre no lover, and im no fiiiiighter.... |
[21 Feb 2005|06:35pm] |
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i am so overwhelmed
not so much with school work and such
(although there is a lot to be done)
but more within my own mind
i talked to the nurse and the doctor should be calling me tomorrow about whether to take more or less zoloft
i just dont feel like myself anymore at all
im so apathetic
down
irritable
upset/angry
for no good reason at all
things are going really well in my life
i should be really happy
but....
my mind prevents me from this
so we'll see
either way im kinda scared
keep your fingers crossed for me
i need all the support i can get : )
<3
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[15 Feb 2005|06:10pm] |
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youve probably missed out on some recent stuff....so im gonna do it in pictures...but under a cut in case you have a slow computer...please look though! : )
( it's my life... )
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[09 Feb 2005|12:35pm] |
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its been awhile since i have updated
so....
lemme see
had 4 tests in a one week span that ended yesterday
fucking awesome
got to spend this weekend and yesterday with King (yesterday was his birthday)
got to watch some motocross action
its really cool
it makes me want to learn
but what i really want to learn is surfing
and i know he'll teach me in FL or CA
i cant wait
i hope we can do something fun for spring break
i really want him to meet my friends back home, and vice versa
i think itll be really sweet
im having another hair-tastrophe
i think ive decided to grow it out again
but
im crazy
so im not sure thats a valid statement
i like it short sooo much
but it grows out so damn fast that i cant hardly keep up
i mean
at 30 bucks a pop, how often can i get my hair cut?
ugh
i wish i knew someone who would cut it cheap/ for free that did a great job like my hairdresser does
: (
i think ive decided to start getting up at 8/8:30 on MWF and start exercising in the morning before classes
hmmm
well see how that goes
i really want to try though
King makes me feel like i can do it
hes bringing me a bike soon
so ill probably start riding that for fun too
im excited about that!!!
: )
we have so much fun together
i think im gonna order these really cute shoes off of urban outfitters.com
i have the money
so it seems like a plan ; )
such a spend-a-holic
Dayle asked me if i got all of my sins out of the way yesterday
so i said "it depends on what you consider a sin."
tee hee
such a perv-a-saurus
anyway
i also have a lot of crafty ideas in my head lately
like non-stop-craft-flow going on in my head
its pretty great
i just wish i had the money and the time to do it all right now
before i lose the will and the ideas
in a couple of weeks i think ill try my hand at dying my hair orangey again
we shall see...
anyway
i guess its back out in the yucky weather for me
one more class to go
forgot to take my meds for this shitty illness, but im no feeling so bad today
need to do a whole debate thing tonight, catch up on reading for my classes, try to sign up for some more research participation
and for the end of my entry
<3
a song my mom used to sing to me as a kid
(this is for you, King) ; )
A youre adorable
B youre so beautiful
C youre a cutie full of charm
D youre a darling
E youre exciting
F youre a feather in my arms
Gee youre so good to me
H youre so heavenly
I youre the one I idolize
J youre my jack n jill
K youre so kissable
L youre the lovelight in my eyes
M, N, O, P
I could go on all daaaaay
Q, R, S, T...
alphabetically speaking, youre okay...
U make my life complete
V youre so very sweet
W, X, Y, Z....
and its fun to wander through
the alphabet with you
and tell you what you mean
to
me!
the end ladies and gentlemen!!!
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| ***Im Famous!!!!*** |
[26 Jan 2005|07:43pm] |
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gave blood for the first time monday, messed up a vein and now i have a huge bruise
good weekend with king, watched cowboy bebop with him yesterday with english subtitles
good ol flea market
woke up with horrible back pain today
but my picture was in the Red and Black newspaper yesterday, so i picked up a bunch of copies!!!
LOOK!!!!
http://www.redandblack.com/vnews/display.v/ART/2005/01/25/41f5c4b3096f2?in_archive=1
exciting
today was dull
and i have an assload of tests and crap next week
but it will be fine
argh
think im PMSing or something
anyway
did some homework tonight
but i feel kinda shitty so i think ill put it off
oh by the way,
got a bean plant (not a plant yet) for the jewish arbor day yesterday
aaaand free stuff today at the student activities fair
overall things are going quite well
i am just having an icky-kinda-feelin day!
love,
jess
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[10 Jan 2005|07:37pm] |
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well first day back to school, and the classes seem okay so far
spending lots of money on books
did well on groceries
cleaned up and reorganized my room on saturday, it turned out really good, King helped
my new bed set looks (and feels) great, and my netting above it looks really cute
missed the first two hours of 24 on yesterday so i guess i wont watch it this season
im not really into it anymore anyway
i wish i would get into the habit of watching the OC, i do like that show
anyway
hope this semester wont be too hard
my txmi teacher seems pretty awesome, my history class has dale in it
so far things are fine in that aspect
met up with will today for a bit and chatted
King should be coming over tomorrow, so that will be cool
im feeling really tired so i wasnt able to get much done, i should have taken a nap earlier...
ill have to work that into my routine
anyway, just wanted to catch up
buh bye
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[05 Jan 2005|10:19pm] |
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its been quite awhile since ive written anything here
oopsie!
anyway, things with King are going great still
i had an awesome christmas, and my new years eve was a blast
i think i laughed the whole night
working a bit this last week before school starts again
watched garden state last nite, loved it
watched napolean dynamite with the parents and king tonight, he loved it (he bought it for me.)
his parents seem to really like me which is good
my dad is starting to become a pain in the butt again
he needs to realize i dont have unlimited free time like him
anyway
broke as usual
but this paycheck should help out
the next one will too
anyway, gonna go change into pajamas and tuck into bed soon
hope everyone had a wonderful holiday vacation
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[15 Dec 2004|01:58pm] |
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i wish i could be in a good mood
king just sent me the sweetest message and i had a great night with him last nite
also making lasagne and opening presents
but this UTI is killing me
one exam to go
and this sickness needs to get knocked the FUCK out of my body
thats my stomache wanting to throw up all of the nothing im eating
good times
wish me luck
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[13 Dec 2004|02:02pm] |
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last night was great, even though i didnt really like vanilla sky
i love how much you love me, and i love you back the same
finals may be hard, but this keeps me going:
"KpoopM: you are the greatest person alive. in the last week or so you have made me so much happier, i am always in better moods now because you make me feel so good and so loved all the time. everyday that i see you, you do one more thing that makes me happy to be with you. i love you so much and i would not leave you for the world. "
life is good with you...
Happy Birthday Steven!!!
and good luck to everyone on their finals!
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[07 Dec 2004|08:34pm] |
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so
called my mom about the free nights thing
got yelled at
then she (rightfully again) yelled at me for giving my address to a boy i didnt know (think King)
of course ill never do it again
aaaaaand after a medium-ish long talk, we hung up
she called me back and now i have 50 more minutes, aaaaaand free nights from 9pm to 7am
you love it!!!
im so excited about that!
this weekend is going to be amazing
friday night---> party at cool friend's house...King is coming....
sleeping over "because i AM going to wake up next to you on saturday"
then were driving to lawrenceville to find him some furniture for his new condo! We will stay in it that night, and hes bringing me back here sunday
tee hee!
hopefully i will be cooking lasagne for him in the new condo
we will see
<3
had to record a new voicemail on my phone
its totally retarded
;p
stat exam tomorrow
2 classes thurday
no classes friday
fun weekend
3 exams, another party
then home for break
ill be working working working
and seeing King
and any of you other sweethearts who wants to gimme a ring~a~ding!
this boy makes me so happy
and im so glad to make him equally happy
we are the nerdiest 2some ever
and i heart it
wish me luck on my exams!
(and i wish you the same!)
DOLLS OF ME FOR YOU! <3
( Shake Whatcha Mama Gave Ya!!! )
hehe!
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[07 Dec 2004|04:45pm] |
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To pick up King David Smith: If I could rearrange the alphabet... I'd put you between F and CK
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Your Penis Name is: El Presidente
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just thought that was funny
things are going well
<3
off to study...perhaps
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[04 Dec 2004|05:14pm] |
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another wonderful night
with you
you are so wonderful, thoughtful, amazing
you are so much more than i ever expected
and i appreciate everything that you do
<3
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[03 Dec 2004|03:37am] |
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thats really the only sentiment i can come up with for this...
my day was fine, actually better than i expected it to be
but then my night
ooooh my night
watching movies
eating locos
joking around
deep talks
a teensy bit more
and my night was officially made
luckily, i get to relive it tonight (as in friday)
were gonna go see a movie probably
wow
the connection
we talked about both religion and politics, and didnt fight although on religion our beliefs are kinda different
i had such a great night
going to sleep in going to be hard...
even though I know theres something fun to look foreward to
thank you for a wonderful first "date"
<3
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[29 Nov 2004|10:40pm] |
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just watched "lost in translation"
somehow it made me even more lonely
i think the holiday season isnt helping either
having no one to curl up with
or spend new years with
or see their family on christmas
well theres nothing i can do
did a little studying today
should have done more
but im not feeling good at all
quite yucky actually
yesterday cleaned my room for like 3 hours
my side of the bathroom too
wow it looks great
someone ate my pinapple while i was gone for vacation
a bit pissed about that actually
i mean, who do these people think they are?
what can you do?
it makes me feel a bit walked on
by people i dont even know, no less!!!
jeez
being poor sucks
i worked all weekend these crazy 8 hour shifts after thanksgiving and it was nuts
the bad thing is i wont get the paycheck for 2 weeks
bleh
oh well
at least i know its coming
and that will help with christmas
although it does mean late christmas shopping
have no idea what to get my mom for her birthday and it is this saturday
i dont really need to drive home again so quickly
i need to stay here for finals and shit
must call her and see what she wants me to do
im feeling dizzy and yuck
and no amount of fruit snacks seems to help
dayle bought us a cute little christmas tree and i love it
all in all
im tired
<3
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[23 Nov 2004|11:52am] |
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well my first class got cancelled because only 18 out of more than a 100 showed up
so
2 more classes to go
packing
then im outta here
ive decided i really like my hair this color..dark brown
i wonder how long thatll last? ; )
the only thing thats kinda bringin me down right now is my lack of significant other
its that season
where you want someone
to curl up next to
sleep til 12 with
: (
and here I am alone...
i know im not near the only one
and that some of my friends are alone too
but...
it still makes me lonely
hopefully ill get to work this week and make some money
at least that will be productive
blleeeehhh
ah well
Happy Thanksgiving everyone
if you want to hang out, Ill be in buford...so call me up 678 860 8339 cell
love ya!
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[22 Nov 2004|04:56pm] |
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today is such a blah day and i dont feel like doing anything
by the way, since i havent written in a bit:
-my hair is now a dark brown
-i went camping for the first time ever and liked it
-halo 2 kicked my ass, even more than the first one did
-half life 2 is really cool
-fosters home for imaginary friends had a marathon today on cartoon network= good times
-watched the whole first season of sex and the city, and now im addicted
sheesh!
right now im just chilling deciding on my next move...
nap? call work? do homework?
ahhh
cant decide
and i know im not gonna feel like going to math tomorrow, even though i should
i gotta stop skipping it
: (
oui vey
on another note i am totally ready to go home and even more ready to be done with this semester and the dumb classes
i need to try to check and see if i can get better ones for next semester
ugh....i am so sleepy, and for no good reason at all
i got sooo much sleep last night
this weather is bringing me down...
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leave me a sweet message!
Happy Thanksgiving!
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[18 Nov 2004|05:15pm] |
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things go up and down
but at least im still here
im tired of being so lonely...
on the upside im going camping tomorrow for the very first time ever
and probably seeing the spongebob movie this weekend
that should cheer me up!
<3
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